I had a full on emotional breakdown this past week. I can count on one hand the number of times in my life I have fallen completely apart like that. I actually didn’t think the depression I’ve been dealing with for so long now could get worse. How wrong I was. It’s been coming for a while. I hit this […]
Year: 2021
Collards Calling
I woke up thinking about collards. One morning a few weeks ago I simply woke up thinking about these broad leafed beauties and couldn’t stop! Early March in Indiana makes for frigid nights and brisk mornings. As I woke, morning sun streamed through the bedroom, making patches of “sunshine tractor beams” where kitties were caught and then melted into the […]
Waiting
I have been waiting. I have been waiting on so much, for so long; waiting for my brain functioning to improve, waiting for a vaccine, waiting for pandemic to “end.” I’m tired of waiting. Life doesn’t wait. Nature doesn’t wait. Time doesn’t wait. I have spent far too much of my life waiting. Whether waiting for the “right time” or […]
Sitting with Discomfort
I have been sitting with my own discomfort. Surprise, surprise, it’s pretty darn uncomfortable! Nor is it enjoyable. I don’t like exercise. It makes me sweat and feel pain. It’s a mindset I have never conquered with consistent success. Sitting with my own discomfort feels similar. I want to do it. I know it’s good for me. I need to […]
