I think about fatness a lot, except when I forget about it while I’m living basically my entire life and then folks or certain situations remind me. But the fatness I’ve been thinking about lately is not my own. Fat has been a personal descriptor for me my entire life. Whether I was actually fat or not; I was told […]
Category: Transformation & Healing
Breakdown
I had a full on emotional breakdown this past week. I can count on one hand the number of times in my life I have fallen completely apart like that. I actually didn’t think the depression I’ve been dealing with for so long now could get worse. How wrong I was. It’s been coming for a while. I hit this […]
Waiting
I have been waiting. I have been waiting on so much, for so long; waiting for my brain functioning to improve, waiting for a vaccine, waiting for pandemic to “end.” I’m tired of waiting. Life doesn’t wait. Nature doesn’t wait. Time doesn’t wait. I have spent far too much of my life waiting. Whether waiting for the “right time” or […]
Sitting with Discomfort
I have been sitting with my own discomfort. Surprise, surprise, it’s pretty darn uncomfortable! Nor is it enjoyable. I don’t like exercise. It makes me sweat and feel pain. It’s a mindset I have never conquered with consistent success. Sitting with my own discomfort feels similar. I want to do it. I know it’s good for me. I need to […]
